Saturday, September 23, 2006

I don’t feel good recently
So much load on my shoulders
Everyone telling me what I should do
Without seeing all the rubbish on my back
And the virus still going around in my lungs
I wonder if I did the right thing
Or should I listen to others
So many concerns
So many worries
Is this a stage where life is putting me through his test
I really hate the test

Miyuki leaving skool at 3:20 pm

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

I have changed
To protect myself or to forget myself

From the person who hurt me most
Taught me to care more about myself before others

But today an incident of simple words
Made me realize how different I am from the past

I dislike the change in me
Once again, you hurt me

Miyuki leaving skool at 9:26 pm

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Friday, September 15, 2006

Miyuki leaving skool at 2:28 pm

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

A story

A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field
and choose the biggest padi and come back.

But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi,but
he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later.

Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one
waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to
realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.

So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him, "...that is love, you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person....":-

"What is marriage then?" the student asked. The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back.

But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat
the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... that is marriage



Weird place i got this story from. But maybe it just me thinking too much.

Miyuki leaving skool at 12:04 am

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

书中自有黄金屋,
书中自有颜如玉,
notes中自有mkting gers

Miyuki leaving skool at 5:58 pm

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Got this off an article:

“The rabbit has a sexual meaning. First it smells you, then it escapes, then it comes back, and you feel like caressing it, playing with it.
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A girl resembles a bunny”

Miyuki goes hmmm...

Miyuki leaving skool at 4:31 pm

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Monday, September 11, 2006

I keep failling sick now and then recently.
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I hate it!

Miyuki leaving skool at 6:45 pm

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

no more headaches on parallel parking



Miyuki leaving skool at 9:44 pm

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

A sudden urge of having a bathtub to soak in.


Miyuki leaving skool at 6:41 pm

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Today, I went for my ISP project meeting. It’s an informal meeting. A ‘get to know my supervisor’ session. Was there early for the meeting.

During the meeting, a certain point of time the class was silence. So I posted a question. A very dumb question. My question was, “I do not know what the chaos report is talking about.” I was replied with, “Tell me what you know from the chaos report first?”

I was stunned. Why I stunned?
I am supposed to read up the article first before I asked such a question. But I haven’t read it! Little angels started flying around my ears, chanting, “What have you been doing~~ What have you been doing~~”

What have I been doing the past few days?
I rotted at home because I am relieved.
I spent hours talking to a couple of my unfortunate friends who needed an extra year to clear the degree. Over the phone, a cup of coffee or dinner, I had all done it.

Asked if it is worthwhile spending the time talking to my friends then doing my project?
My answer is yes.
Though it will cause me to lag in my project, I feel the little time I spent on my friends is more important. The little lag in report can be gotten back with a little hard work. (>.<)
I can’t change their results, but I can certainly lend them my ears. Simple stuff that some people will never come to understand. =)

Miyuki leaving skool at 1:37 am

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