While reading my article on bed, my dear mummy walked into my room. I raised my head to look at her. Using a little effort, I scrambled up.
With a smile on my face, “Come, mummy, come closer.” “I want to tell you a little secret”, I said.
I brushed her hair to the side. With one hand curved around her ear, and the other gently holding her ear lope, I whispered, “Mummy, don’t tell anyone that I pulled your ear.”
Miyuki leaving skool at 12:58 am
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An enlightening answer
An incident I recalled few days back. I was on the bus after school. I was in my usual state of daydreaming on the journey. Suddenly, a loud but innocent voice broke my meditation shape.
A boy asked his mum beside, “Mummy, do you know what this is?” After a 3 second pause, “This is pi sai.” And it followed by giggles.
Instead of acting similar to when a cockroach starts flying in 1 meter radius around me, I felt a sense of calmness in that sentence. It felt like a 100year old unsolvable puzzle had just been solved. I really wondered why.
For peeps with speakers, wait for the song. Five stars!
Miyuki leaving skool at 1:08 pm
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Calling him odd ball is being nice
Been a while since I last blog or even stayed online for long. Anyway, doubt anyone noticed this unimportant boy’s existence.
While surfing reading blogs, I remembered this person.
This person is an odd ball. *calling him an odd ball is being very very polite* When he is around guys, he will retain his silence and hangs the "do not come near me" sign on him. When you try to be friendly to him, he returns you with a cold hard painful stare.
But in front of girls, he will start sprouting his crap, showing off his vast "knowledge", trying to get hold of every single girl's attention even when he only got one mouth. He will wrap all the girls' attention to him and himself only. He will give that friendly approachable look to girls only.
Through some info collecting, I found that girls actually look up to him. But for the boys, ten out of ten gave him a thumb down accompanied with some unmentionable words.
Why people like to behave to the extreme? Well, maybe I am one of the extremist myself, just that I do not realize it? Or do I? Haha
Miyuki leaving skool at 12:44 pm
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
I feel like I was a failure, I wasn't okay at all. I couldn't even say what I wanted to say. As of yesterday I couldn't stop thinking about you. Now I know for sure that I really like you. And that liking someone can be so bitter and so painful. I know that if you like someone, you have got to be serious. So when I couldn't do anything, I felt my heart was going to jump out of my chest
* No picture accompanied as I realise i can't find a picture to describe this feeling*
Miyuki leaving skool at 7:23 pm
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Monday, December 12, 2005
Lost in bain space
I have been thinking of making a little something for people around me this Christmas. Been wasting quite a bit of brain juice to make the little something a meaningful one to send to everyone.
Something happened. I would say it is just a plain silly misunderstanding. But the result was so many times magnified from its spark. And I started to question myself again. If I were to ask fuzzy why this happening is, she will bound to ask me why am I still bothered by those?
Now I am sad, because the meaningful little something, will only lie floating in the midst of my brain space, never to become a reality. All because of a plain silly misunderstanding.
Miyuki leaving skool at 3:50 pm
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
A type of personality that i came accross.
He is not a decision maker cause he feels that by showing compliance and the "I'm ok with anything" will make him looks easy going with people. He likes to show neutrality by not taking sides when in a dispute and sits on the fence thinking that will make him look a fair person. When asked if he wants to come out, his reply will be, "I'm fine, ask the others lor." He trys to portray a Mr nice guy image in front of the public.
What do i think of him? Irritating. When I need to make decisions, he gives me a "I'm ok with anything." It is neither a yes or a no. So how am i make a decision? When in small dispute of simple "majority wins" situation, he starts sitting on the fence creating a third group making a greater headache for people. Finally, "I'm fine, ask the others lor" does not means that it is a comfirmation but rather still a pending. My feel, being neutral is valuable, but depends on time and place. Put yourself in the shoes of others if you really feel for them.
Miyuki leaving skool at 11:44 pm
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A type of personality that i came accross.
He is not a decision maker cause he feels that by showing compliance and the "I'm ok with anything" will make him looks easy going with people. He likes to show neutrality by not taking sides when in a dispute and sits on the fence thinking that will make him look a fair person. When asked if he wants to come out, his reply will be, "I'm fine, ask the others lor." He trys to portray a Mr nice guy image in front of the public.
What do i think of him? Irritating. When I need to make decisions, he gives me a "I'm ok with anything." It is neither a yes or a no. So how am i make a decision? When in small dispute of simple "majority wins" situation, he starts sitting on the fence creating a third group making a greater headache for people. Finally, "I'm fine, ask the others lor" does not means that it is a comfirmation but rather still a pending. My feel, being neutral is valuable, but depends on time and place. Put yourself in the shoes of others if you really feel for them.
Miyuki leaving skool at 11:44 pm
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I asked my brother, what can i do to improve my essay writing skills.
.Today while on the bus ride home, the concept of enclosing myself in a set of norms suddenly builds up in me. There is no obvious reason for such kinds of thoughts but rather it is more like a sudden surge of ideas?
.Since young, my parents do not give me a strict set of rules which I must follow. But silently, I seem to have drafted out them myself. And from the day when I can remember stuff, I seem to be a sort of person who will abide with a set of rules given to me. Even when a set of rules are absent, I will construct them myself.
.But I now, I feel like getting out of this box. It is a hard process, but I will try.
I do not know.
Miyuki leaving skool at 5:53 pm
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NAME: Miyuki the simple boi DOB: A January Capricorn Baby BLOG DOB: 17th November 2004 LOCATION: The forgotten palace INTEREST: simple stuff HOBBIES: Plastic Model Making, Mahjong w/o stakes Fav Tv show: Mtv Channel, Pimp my ride!!!, Survivor Guatemala!, Da Chang Jin OCCUPATION: FT student, PT lier Fav Quote: Efficiency is intelligent laziness! MSN: asuka76@hotmail.com Friendster: asuka76@hotmail.com Mood:
